i pass bec vantage. the outcome is C, which is not very satisfactory.only about 30% candidates pass the bec vantage each year in china, so i should be content with it.

be content with a bit of everything~then everything will come to you,right?

 

carry on

never give up

donate all the efforts to bec higher, my internship and french.

 

what put the friendship to the end?

it is not about envy; it is not about conflicts;it is not about misunderstanding. i felt nothing but the communicating barrier.  i tried to prentend to be happy. in fact, i was at peace without but at war within.

i have no idea about  the reason, but i have no interest about it.  i just can not stand the communication with you,buddies. i am tried of the affairs, the boring questions and the ridiculous blind dates. i finally find the past has gone with the wind.

 

past was only past. it was nothing. i am not what i was in my 14s. oh,buddies, the junior school period is only a stop for me. i want to step into my future. i will never stay at the same level. i want to go forward.  i have said farewell to the small me. now i want to say bye to you.

it is not my fault and not yours.  the reason is that we belong to different kinds of ideology. i am far from past. i will never be back. do not force me to join your life agian, because i want to live my own life.sorry, buddies!

 

每次长假回家都特激动，主要是因为生活可以转变了。今天我把自己的手包，手机包，碎银包，笔袋都给洗了，特有满足感。怎么就这么激动，真是太没追求了。好好清理一切这个学期。

现在发现，基本上大家都对自己的选择持百分百肯定，出国的说出国好，读研的说读研好，工作的也说工作也不错。当众多的人发表众多的言论时，这个分辨能力得相当厉害才可以。还要去除说话者的感情色彩才可以。

 

刚才突然看见sheer，又聊了很多。困了，不多说了，明天还和susan出去呢

 

Mommy told me something
A little kid should know
It's all about the devil
And I learned to hate him so
She said he causes trouble when you let him in your room
He'll never ever leave you if your heart is filled with gloom

Chorus:
So let the sun shine in
Face it with a grin
Smilers never lose
And Frowners never win
So let the sun shine in
Face it with a grin
Open up your heart and let the sun shine in
When you are unhappy
The devil wears a grin
But oh he starts to run in
When the light comes prowling in
I know he'll be unhappy
Cause I'll never wear a frown
Maybe if we keep on smiling
He'll get tired of hanging 'round
If I forget to say my prayers
The devil jumps with glee
But he feels so awful awful
When he sees me on my knees
So if you feel of trouble
And you never seem to move
Just open up your heart and let the sun shine in
(Chorus)
Suuuuun Shiiiiiine iiiiiin
Suuuuun Shiiiiiine iiiiiin

Mommy told me someting
A little kid should know
It's all about the devil
And i learned to hate him so
If I forget to say my prayers
The devil jumps with glee
But he feels so awful awful
When he sees me on my knees
So if you feel of trouble
And you never seem to move
Just open up your heart and let the sun shine in
http://www2.webng.com/tonighthappy/music/Let%20The%20Sun%20Shine%20In.mp3

一向走路像练了轻功的我突然左膝剧痛，发展到上下楼，转换姿势很痛苦。无奈奔向了北京中医院，诊断结果：髌骨软化。原因：我老不活动，长期坐着，某次活动的大发了（估计是体育考试）。我先在是吃药贴药加医生教的锻炼方式。

本学期，本小姐课余时间从未跑步，我以为后果只是会发点胖。今天给若男打电话，她说有一次她腰疼，病因也是不活动。丢人，身体还不如爸爸妈妈，不可以这样下去。

哥们姐们，千万要吸取我的教训！